Lets just say too much has changed in the past few months to be able to say what is really happening in my life.

I found love
I lost love
I'm still haunted by that person, and not in a good way... he is more like a poltergeist than a spirit.

Oh yes, he. Did I mention I've started enjoying the company of boys?
Well thats another new thing.

I'm now the frontman for a grindcore band. It's the best thing that has ever happened to me.
My mindset has change alot in the past few months. I'm exausted, and fed up basically.
My life has changed, and it's for the better, don't get me wrong, but I can't help but to still feel somthing missing.

I know exactly what [when I say what, I mean who] could fix it, I just don't know how to ask him...

gr.

-Tran Lovely